Friday, February 29, 2008

The Un-privatized Me

A few days back, I privatized this humble blog of mine. Not that I didn't want anyone to read it but it's just simply me, trying to decide if i should continue pouring my thoughts and report my daily escapades and publish it for the public to see or I should just stop. During that time while I was trying to make a decision, I decided to put it off the internet world for a while and set it as private. I was contemplating whether I should just delete this blog or let it be. Nak delete sayang....huhu..so private it was.
I realized it was time for me to regain my privacy when I no longer write straight from my heart, when I only write to please the readers (including and especially the silent ones), when I screen each and every word I typed in just so that it won't create drama or offend anyone unintentionally. It IS my world, my words, my thoughts.
Or so I think.
After a short while, I came to a conclusion. It is, after all, a BLOG. What's the point of me publishing entries if I was the only one reading it and what's blogging without getting feedback? Furthermore, to invite readers to my blog is very ma fan.
So here I am, still continue succumbing myself to blogging and tell you a story.
And hopefully, I won't change my mind about blogging yet again.
Cheers.
=)

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Tuesday, February 26, 2008

Take me away


Yusma said, blogging is not a good sign. We blog when we have nothing to do. We blog when we are not happy. We blog when we want to vent anger and frustrations. Owh, how true!
My holiday in Paghee was awesooooommmmmeeee!!!! I was having so much fun that I wish I didn't have to come back to Malaysia. Well, a part of me is still in Paris...=( No one has any idea how I wish I'm in Noisy Champs right now...Why oh why do I have to go to classes? Why am I in Ipoh? Why am I already in final year? Ugh.
Btw, I wanna say these things to these awesome people
Yusma, Maria, and Nazrin - THANK YOU for the greeeeeatttt time in Paris...Disneyland especially! Hehe...We need to plan another trip next year after our final MBBS tau!
Pison (Faeez) and the lovely Asilda, thanx for the accomodation, the pizzas..everything lah...hehe...it's really nice to finally meet you guys and to finally be able to put faces on the names I always hear =)

And ultimately, to my better half, Adan..........
(insert all kind of words relating to love, gratitude, and appreciation here)

I really don't know where to start...I wish there's one word that can sums up how I feel right now but nope, no one has found the word to express my feelings...Those 3 weeks were the best weeks of my life ever!
I love you.
And I miss you so much that it hurts. =(
Summer, come quick!

Pics? Go to facebook. =)