The "I have changed" B.S

You know when people say that they will and can change? Does any of you guys ever believe when someone says that to you? I've never been a believer to that. I just simply don't think that people can change. People don't change. They can't, they won't, and they never will. It is all about will power. It's about how long you want to be pretentious and how long you can keep it up. It is just like dieting...if you have a strong will power, you will lose that weight and drop that love handles but sometimes, you just can't help but to grab a teeny bit of cheese or lick that sinful ice cream. Same goes to changing your personality. You may one day go back to your original self (the unoriginal dum dum) and it is just in a matter of time. Basically, you're just a hypocrite.
Get what I'm trying to say here?

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I want to sleep somemooreeee

I dont get it. I've always thought that the 3 of you can get along just fine.
Well, three's always a crowd isn't it? Someone has to be the 3rd wheel. Someone has to feel slightly left out once it a while. Someone has to feel betrayed. The person who came up with the phrase "3 is a crowd" is a pretty wise man and I guess he himself (or her for that matter) felt the same way as u do right now.
It's ok. At the end of the day, we are all alone. All we have is just ourselves. The only one we can count on is ourselves. And I should know that. I've been there at one point in my life.
For some, the fortunate ones, they won't ever be alone. They will always have their significant other. And you my dear, should realize that you're among the fortunate ones.
How bout this for a new, modified phrase"Friends come and go, but boyfriends are forever" ? hehe....applicable only during times like this. It's interchangeable. =p

I'm not making sense am I? Nemind...babe, I know YOU would understand.
=)

Update: Sayang, really, this ain't about me..haha =p I would've told you first if it was really me I'm talking about.

I want to whine. Let me be.

We're still in the first half of November and currently I've spent almost half of my monthly allowance on food. I've been under a lot of stress due to my up and coming final exam, and as always, I channel the stress to comfort food. And as the result of sitting on the chair and munching away the whole day, I've added the diameter of my love handles and a bigger hips to match. Need to lose the weight after the exams or I can kiss all my jeans buhbye.
At times like this I need Yusma...my kawan makan, kawan study paling best, kawan paling memahami =(
I know in my previous post I said "I'm loving the stress" Yes, stress is good, but too much of it, well, not good.
I just can't believe how fast time passed by..I'll be done with my fourth year in 2 weeks time (InsyaAllah if everything goes well)...
What oh what have I been doing all these while? Been playing a fool and tak study...and as the result of that, now I'm struggling to cram and jam everything into my brain. Padan muka. And to make things worse, things do not seem like they can get through this thick skull of mine.
I still have Medicine, Surgery, Paeds, O&G, Primary Care, Forensic, and Public Health to study.
Not forgetting OSCE and long case! That's a whole loads of things to read!
Shit.


Thought to self: Ok ok...I won't give up on me just yet. I still have a week to revise. Chayok chayok! Berusahalah!

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I want to see rainbows.

Stress.
I like this feeling. It is just what I need. I've always worked better when I'm under stress. Finals is in 2 weeks...so many to read, so little time. =(

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Dear friend

Faliqqq!!! if you're reading this (Hmmm...I doubt you even know I have a blog..hehe) ,

GET WELL SOON!!!!

I'm so sorry I takleh visit you..nanti I balik PJ kita gi Delicious makan sundae and main 'bang bang bang' u tu lagi k? =)
Hugs

Update: Yay!! Alhamdulillah he's fine now..you should throw away those filthy sticks from now on ye En.Faliq! =)

End of 2007 season

F1 2007 Grand Prix has ended moments ago and Kimi Raikonnen has been crowned as the F1 world champion at Brazil Grand Prix. About time! After years of trying! I've been rooting for him since he was driving for Sauber Petronas. *Pink cheeks, piercing blue eyes....C'mon!! haha*
This year's season was kinda boring. I've always thought it'll be exciting to watch after M. Schummie left and now everyone has equal chance to win. Prolly because I've been busy most part of the season, or maybe because there were just too many issues and dramas with F1, my interest kinda faded away. I've been an avid fan of F1 since high school and been following almost every race on TV.
The biggest surprise this year was Hamilton. A prodigy rookie driver. I was so sure that he'll be the champion; judging by his performance throughout this season. I guess luck wasn't on his side today and I'm sure McLaren's regretting their decision 2 weeks ago in China. They could've easily earned at least 5 more points during that race but no, they decided to pull Hamilton out of the race. And today, the situation turned 360 degrees and Hamilton missed his chance to make history. Never mind kid, do it all over again next season. Better luck next time! =)
M looking forward for next year's season. Should be interesting...I'm sure Hamilton push himself and give a tougher fight and Kimi would want to win and keep his title. Not forgetting the angry Alonso and the pitiful Massa. Don't u think?

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Raya Raya Raya!

This year raya best ok! I had so much fun...macam orang takde finals je..hehehe..i didn't even touch my medicine and surgery textbooks..=p Nothing can stop me from beraya this year. Not even finals. Everyone else went back to Ipoh by 3rd day raya but heck, i spent the whole week in PJ beronggeng with friends..
We took millions and trillions of photos but here are some of it...the rest i post it up on facebook.

Selamat Hari Raya

This may be long overdue, but I wanna wish everyone

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI
MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN

have a great holiday everyone! =)

Cheap Steak

It was supposed to be a celebration for Amrit's birthday only.
But somehow, friends decided to celebrate all August and October babies; hence, I got another birthday celebration....! hehe
A whole bunch of us went to MP last night for buka puasa and to celebrate birthdays..The food was really good and the price is dirt cheap. I had a huge, finger lickin' good grilled black pepper steak for only RM 14!! Hehe
Didi, Saadah and I had to leave early as we were having a study group session at 930pm. The three of us alongside Ash and Midi decided to form a study group and we've been having sessions since 2 weeks ago. It's almost impossible to study medicine on your own...there's just too much to read and too many things to know. So far everything has been great. I've studied a lot more compared to when I study on my own. Our 3rd professional paper is on 19th of November...I guess it's about time for me to take uni seriously, ey?

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Sangat comel ok! hehe